superman

i remember when we were little girls
and you were in love with superman

and we became older girls
with bracelets and necklaces
pink went to black
mary janes went to boots

and you were still in love with superman

you wanted charm and grace and strength

you got a thug
you got a rapist
you got the bad guy, whoever the bad guy in superman is

you said you were happy
i knew you were lying
but i was jealous

at least you could lie

you could lie that it was consentual
you could lie about how you loved him

you could lie about how he was superman

when we were little girls,
you loved superman

when we were older girls,
you lost superman